I don't understand this, I don't think I ever will understand the random anger or attempt at being a bully.
Online... I never will or heck even not online and to someones face? Though besides for the sad truth. Most people
who are MEAN to others. Have been already bullied and abused in their home life. Which also confuses me as well.
And comes back to that same Question. WHY CAN HUMANS BE SO CRUEL!?? Why do they feel the need to
Abuse children to the point they are rotten as well?
Granted NOT All children end up this way most children who come from abused homes can be very sweet and I know that so I can't
rope everyone in to that same category. I am just pointing out I know that it all can stem from having a terrible up bringing.
It just seems that in this day and age. Kids and Adults even can be very cruel its like why? All I ever hear is about kids being mean to each other...
Now there is some cases where kids are still rotten and have a good loving home but they get spoiled they are then turned into brats as well.
So I guess I am answering my own question as to why people can be so mean....
This thought really hit home to me yesterday when I kindly left a nice comment on some random person's Art Work saying I liked it and thought it was cute...
Then they come onto my site After blocking my comment as Spam. And Start calling me an ugly fat white pig and Americans are so fat cause they eat meat and
I should eat more veggies ...
I am like what THE FUCK?
I was so Gob Smacked by that
Like well Guess that is what I get for being nice? Is told I am a shitty assed ugly person who is stupid and yada yada and
Don't make them laugh about being Duo Maxwell... and called me Dork Maxwell *snorts in laughter* Well :iconroymustangplz: ended up having
a battles of wits contest with this troll. :iconroymustangplz: won We blocked one of his accounts then he returned.
~curamix This is his trolling account he returned on to troll me more...
And don't leave nice comments on this account either.
~curamix666 This is the account I went to first and said my nice comment then he started in on all his hate full words to me for no other reason besides. He is a cruel and very sad person who clearly has
mental issues. I am not saying this to be mean. At all Its just what happens with people who feel they need to make themselves feel some kind of thrill or make themselves feel better. But Insulting Strangers
On the internet. I am just putting up these names to warn any other nice person who might see this persons art to be AWARE they might just come onto your Site and troll you if you happen to be
a bit over weight or they don't like something of yours.
I am trying to help other people ON DA as well so you don't have to Un wittingly run into getting mean and not true things said to you.... Cause you commented on his art
Don't put up art work if your going to just be a good for nothing pointless troll.
All those cruel things this person said to me fell upon Deaf Ears because. Of :iconroymustangplz: and :icontrowaplz: and my other many friends I have here on DA make feel not like a worthless ugly piece of shit.
I know its only because of my friends and Lovers who make me feel.
BEAUTIFUL from the inside out that I am able to not let some one like this Troll bring me down I admit at first it did kind of hurt my feelings but its cause it was unjustified hate. Just Hating me for the sake of
hating. So it did upset me. Not cause I believed what they said to me more at the fact I did nothing wrong to deserve it.
I tried to be nice to this person even after they said all those mean things they just kept coming back with more and more rude and hateful comments to me every turn I took. That is when my Boyfriend
stepped in and started his conversations with him they were all pointless though this person never got anything and just kept being insulting right from the get go. SO for warning when you comment on peoples
art work and you say nice things you may get a crazy Psycho troll on you.....
Really People who troll I know are typically 12 -13 years of age, I don't understand why kids even if they don't grow up in a bad home can STILL Just be SO mean!?... Why are kids so mean haha?
Like I know my Poor Little Brother always got picked on in School? And everywhere and Damn it I wish I could have been at school with him I'd have protected him from all those JERK ASSHOLES
who are little shits who think they were better then my brother just cause They Were little thin twig snapping rail shits GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I hate Bullying.
One time I was at a Baseball game from my brother when he was like in 4th grade and this little fucking stupid ass kid shoved my bro off the base on purpous I stood up like HEYYYYYYYYYYY!! I know my bro shouldn't have been in the base line but still you don't go fucking SHOVING SOMEONE ON THE GROUND. When I did that everyone looked at me lol. I am like don't be shoving my brother down >< My sister had to make me sit down I think. Still its like Boys seem to always get it the roughest in school I know some girls can too. But Boys always PICK ON EACH OTHER BULLY EACH OTHER.
God damn it people why are YOU SO MEAN!? To each other? I mean granted it seems we Graduate High school and a lot of people get out of their cruel stage if not we'd all be still fighting and crying and
Nobody would get along....
I mean I know I don't like telling other people what to do or how to live... But Really being mean is kind of a shitty way to go in life isn't life a bit to short to stay grumpy and be a pissy asshole and insult people?
All your life...
ALSO I have never been this mean to people. I can't even fathom being as cruel as some people have been I guess this is why I am asking?...... If I say or do something that SEEMS mean. I am not meaning to BE MEAN.
Sometimes though Honesty is never easy to swallow. There is a difference between Honesty and Crulity... I know I am over weight that is the truth
But I am Not Ugly. I know Who I am and that is
Duo Maxwell and Edward Elric and so on and so forth. SO no matter how mean or curel someone tries to be to me by trying to knock me down and give up on my Knowledge that has bloomed in my mind and heart of who I am inside. It just won't work Cause I know what is true about me and what is not true...
So people can not believe me all they like and call me every Horrible name that is not true of me under the sun and it won't change the fact of who I know I am inside.
you can kill me beat me up throw me in jail put me in an insane house. Sucker Punch me... I'll still be Duo Maxwell and Edward Elric even if I may not have the memory of it in my mind. Its what matters with the soul the soul is unchanging no one can take that power and spark away from me in this mortal realm.
Anyways I know from my own personal experiences I get more out of life when I am kind and want to please other people, I feel Joy knowing I made someone smile or laugh. Or feel emotions in a positive light.
I don't go around trying to shove anything in anyones face. I don't want to force people into feeling anything I want them to flow along with me so to say. If they read my story or I do see a nice piece of art work that I deem worthy enough for a comment I give it in hopes it will encourage the person to want to do more art just as I want the same from others.
Life is so much more fun and easy going and cool and calm when you aren't a flat out dick to people sadly there will always be mean people. But I am not going to be so nice either and just let them run over me.
I will stand up for myself and what I know and have been told by the ones who love me, which are really the true words. I know They are honest and good because it is how I feel thanks to my lovers.
and Good friends I have been able to come out of the darkness I had once been lost in. To the point I was willing to just die at any given point...
So really for me these trivial children who pass through my website then give me insults, are nothing to me and fall upon deaf ears when your trying to hurt me or bring me down... I have already done enough
damage to myself more so then anyone else could ever hope to do. That is another reason why I am so strong haha. Cause there is nothing no one can say to me that I haven't already said.
I have been through so much in REAL LIFE away from The COMPUTER world and INTERNET world that mean words to me are nothing and just make me laugh. I know some people let cruel words of the very depraved and lowself esteemed children who toss pointless text that will only give pain if you allow it but really its just empty text that means nothing.
There is Good Text and Bad Text I agree Words are powerful you can learn from them. And know which words you need to read and take to heart while some words are just words to not take heed. I know some people can't do that I just hope some who read this can take heart and know AND KNOW YOUR NOT UGLY OR FAT OR A USELESS WAIST OF SPACE YOU ARE A VERY AWESOME AND ONE OF A KIND PERSON
WHO DESERVES TO HAVE ALL THE GOOD THINGS AND BLESSING TO HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE. NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO TELL YOU OTHERWISE. EVEN IF THESE PEOPLE THINK THEY DO, JUST LET IT FALL UPON DEAF EARS BECAUSE YOUR BEAUTIFUL THEY ARE THE ONES WHO HAVE THE ISSUES AND HOME LIFE PROBLEMS REALLY FEEL SORRY AND SAD FOR THE ONE WHO IS BULLYING YOU.
Even if its hard when the bully comes along, and it can sting and hurt, but just let it callous and take heed of my words I implore you please I say all of this because I wish only for the happyness and joy of others who may have been put through the same Bullshit I have been put through on DA. This is the only place I have ever been bullied and Your never going to bring me down because when a troll comes to "Troll Me"
There Heads beat against an even thicker FullMetall Wall that never crashes its just pointless and they soon see this and they laugh thinking its effecting me but all they hear is the echos of their Sorrowful souls screaming back at them from my Un Breakable Metal Walls.
I am not laughing at their misery I pity them. This is My Truth to the Troll to the Bully to someone who thinks they are a big bad tough monster. When to me your just like my 4 year old nephew wining and crying cause he is a spoiled baby who doesn't get his way once in awhile and starts crying and fussing and says very mean things. You know what he is a 4 year old baby I don't listen to a 4 year olds mean words cause he is a child. Those Who come on DA and say cruel things to me and troll me are not diffrent to me then a 4 year old throwing a hissy fit.
I admit I can be immature at times myself but I never put my immaturity off on strangers Art work or sites who I may not like
If I don't like you and your online I don't bother you
live your life
the way you want to live it, and leave me alone That is pretty much what I am saying if you don't leave me alone and tred into my little corner of the world and try to destroy me with TXT it just is a laugh to me.
HAHAHAHA. I meanI am not laughing at the poor soul who has issues Its just I laugh at the cruel words being said to me because it sounds like a 4 year old to me who needs a time out.
Its kind of sad how many Supposed adults can still seem to be like that as well they have the ability to spell words and coordinate their fingers all they can think to process is cruel words. Its really not much of a feet and to me they stayed in the spoiled 4 year old mind set.
Anyways I was wanting to write this Journal Entry since yesterday but I got busy with. WORKING OUT and Then Wrote the Last Chapter of my story of my FMA story... Then I drew my
Roy Mustang Guard of the Guardian Picture done... I drew a Stallion Alchemy picture.
Then I talked with :icontrowaplz: I cleaned the kitchen so I was a bit busy lol. I am glad I finally got this out though its a lot I just said but apparently it needed to be said. Or I'd not rest.
Well there we have it my rant on mean people I hope this helps some other people out this is all I want to do is help people, feel better,be better, and be happy ^_^. I know I can't do that for everyone
but if I do help just one person its awesome enough for me...
Alright I am going to go for now.
And start My Day.
Later On your Friends Always
:iconduoplz: and :iconedplz:
P.S. Here is A NIce Song as well called Invincible
[link] Its a good one to help boost some mood. Which is another thing i am all for